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I'll never forget
The Flowers You Gave Me
or anything else for that matter
DORITA
070191
holy in pri
brownie
anglican high
girl guide
student coucilor
st. andrew's junior college
concert band :)
living sanctuary brethen church
youth ablaze
doritarded@live.com.sg
there's not much i wanna say.
just a lot that i wanna do.
if i ever get the chance
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Life's like dat
kinda long since i posted n my blog's gettin kinda boring so here i am creating a new post.
well life hasn been e kindest ta me lately. my ship hasn been smooth sailing. yeah. its been crappy.
his bdae is comin yet a cant make him happy. seem ta b stepping on his toes almost everidae. tink sumting's seriously wrong wid me.
parents objecting my participation in my church's easter musical.
wakeing up in e middle of e night feeling horrid n so i start crying. stuff lydat hasn happened ta me fer a while now. tot i had gotten over this depression tingy. wells. guess not.
school isn great either. ppl hating me as usual. bt dats all rite. i cant please everione rite?. as long as im myself. ppl can sae im acting if dey want. dat kinda ppl aint worth worrying abt aniwas. if they realli gots a prob wid mi n dey aint telling mi its their problem den. my goal in life aint ta please everibodae.
just a note ta da ppl out there. im not stupid. n i would lyk at least some kinda respect. im still human. kinda disappointed. e ppl dishin out those ever so interestin n attention grabbin gossips (those realli mean ones) mostly are christian n i haf ppl comin ta me askin if christians are supposed ta b lydat. its realli hurts wen ppl ask mi these kinda questions. wads more it is not e first tym ppl are askin' me. i aint perfect none of us are bt pls there are limits ta how u behave espacially in public. pls bare in mind dat u guys are christians. oh yes e ppl listenin n taking pleasure in hearing ppl bitch included. i dun realli haf a right ta sae dis not being all wholesome n stuff. its just a reminder.
guess this is all cus i've not been spending much tym wid GOD perhaps. losing touch with my daddy up there in heaven. realli wish i could feel him again. i noe he's there. he always is n i thank him. wanna be close ta him again. 'one day in e house of GOD is better than a thousand says in e world.' totally true.
something gd happened this wk though. our performance at cedar's campfire was a success! i received comments from ppl present that our performance rawked! yeah! gd jod ppl! :) saf ting is dat did u noe dats probably e last campfire cedar's having?. dat explains e many ppl hu turned up. yups. hope their prin will change her mind n let them haf campfires again. realli enjoyed myself that night.
wish i could feel gd abt myself. realli wish i could. ppl just dun realli sem ta care. i noe ppl do. just dun feel da love. i've gt dis wall around mi. i realli tot i had gotten rid of it. guess it came bac. well. life's lyk dat.
7:53 PM
